Shark Week

So I have been MIA for "Shark Week" :( I have been erratic, emotional, angry and STARVING all week. I bought those heating pads for cramps, thought they were a great idea then realized I am completely numb from 2 c-sections and couldn't even feel the darn things...hope they still helped HAHA. I lacked all ambition to make meals, workout or even move out of bed or the couch. This is a pretty common event since I declined hormone treatments from my physician.

So saying that, I managed to maintain my weight but did not loose any and made a mess of my nutrition. Today is my first day feeling myself and had my first dietician appointment. I loved her, she was so sweet and made sure I had all the tools to get things right. I have to meet with her once a month and bring food logs in...good thing I already got that in the works LOL. I think it may help having someone looking at what is going on instead of just myself. There are plenty of days I don't eat all day then 6pm I eat a massive dinner and hop into bed at 9pm :(

Saturday was our second family fun date and it went great despite my unstable behavior.  My husband and I took our 4 boys bowling and out for pizza.  We had a great time even though none of the boys knew what they were doing.  My oldest did good and helped so much with the little ones.  The middle 2 boys got bored at about the 8th frame and the baby was done on the 5th lol.  I spent the last 5 frames holding him and playing flash cards on my iphone LOL.

We got some pizza's from Papa Murphy's and headed home to eat as a family.  I was so proud of the kids, they were so well behaved and kind to each other.  I would like to think it was all because of our great parenting but I'm certain given it being "shark week" it was out of fear that mom might get "mad".  I may need to look into come pms medications.  I have not given up on my goals I merely got sidetracked for a week, but now that I am me again and not a ravenous shark eating everything and chewing up anyone that comes across my path I will be great:)